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Dr. Arianne Weiner’s Story

DR. ARIANNE WEINER'S STORY

We live with an illusion of control. Even though we know deep down that everything could change in a moment, will we be prepared when that moment comes?
 
In a single breath the whole world can shift, and that's what happened to me 10 years ago, when a host of devastating personal and professional events struck all at once, generating a cascading sense of loss and upheaval. I had no idea that a series of events could alter everything I had ever known, and would have such an impact on the course of my life. Isn't this the way it always happens?
 
So there I am, sitting at the cornerstone of a series of lakes in the Eastern Sierra, surrounded by majestic alpine scenery, looking at 11,000-foot snow-capped peaks reaching high into the sky. I was wondering/pondering if I would ever be able to ride my bike again more than a couple of miles on the flat terrain around the camping area -- let alone in the surrounding hills that amounted to nearly 900 feet of climbing. Yet I felt suddenly drawn to do just that as I watched my friend paddle into the clear water on his paddleboard.
 
I had recently returned, after a long absence, to my second home in the mountains, a rugged environment where a certain amount of resilience, tenacity, strength, and perseverance are required for high altitude living. After a major illness and other intense struggles, here I was reemerging into a new life. I never thought I’d be able to ride my bike again, at least not like I used to. I had even contemplated buying an electric bike so I could still have access to some of the places where I liked to ride.
 
As I straddled my bike and stared at the road ahead, I recalled how I used to ride. Even when I was in the best of shape, I had to conquer many rides that I never thought I would make it through, certainly not with ease. What was different then from now, I wondered? Before, I always seemed to hop back on my bike and go for it anyway. I knew I could always walk it. What was different this time? Well, I wasn’t in that kind of shape anymore. I’d been broken down by loss of so many kinds, including the loss of physical strength and trust in myself. In that moment, the ride had become more than a mere physical challenge. If I didn’t do it now, I felt as if I’d be accepting some kind of alternate future.
 
So, I wondered, what would happen to me if I couldn’t make the loop? Should I attempt to do it alone? I was fearful. Fearful of what? Fearful of failure, of seeing my limitations? I had never ridden this loop by myself before. Would I be able to adapt to whatever happened on the road once the commitment was made? I could have 15 miles of walking the bike ahead of me. Would I make it? Could I accept living a diminished life? Suddenly I experienced a crisis of feeling alone and isolated in a life without purpose. Yet I wasn’t willing to go into that doom and gloom -- that isn’t me.
 
As I watched my friend paddle on the lake, I heard my Grandfather whisper to me from the past: Just get on that bike. If you want it, just do it. You have it all; you have all that it takes to make it happen. The choice is yours." I remembered the importance of accepting change, breathing deep, not worrying, and just being in the present. I made the choice.  I hopped on my bike and I began to ride. I was tackling more in that ride than what I had tackled on all of my previous rides, but still I charged forward. Pushing through those boundaries, I thought after I rode up the first daunting hill, "I have started another chapter, and I didn’t need an electric bike. I had what I needed all along -- that core strength, the drive, it carried over into everything. At the bottom of the ride, my friend looked up from the lake, and wasn’t even surprised to see me coming down that mountain.

 

In the end, I didn't let the situation define me. Instead, I defined it, using what I already knew. These are the moments when we find out what it really means to be aware and responsive and truly in control of our destiny. Defining the future is all about the choices we make, and knowing how to make good choices in service of the future we want is the essence of good leadership.

 

This quote from Herminia Ibarra in her Harvard Business Review article on authenticity, sums up my practice:

"Work on getting better: When working together, setting goals for learning (not just for performance) helps us experiment with our identities without feeling like impostors, because we don’t expect to get everything right from the start. We stop trying to protect our comfortable old selves from the threats that change can bring, and start exploring what kinds of leaders we might become."

I look forward to helping you. If I can make that journey just a little bit easier for you, if I can be your advocate, if I can help you remove the cobwebs, get you unstuck, and help you craft your legacy, then it would by my privilege to work with you.

 

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What clients say about Dr. Arianne Weiner...

“I have had very positive and productive experiences working with Arianne. She takes great measures to ensure that her clients’ needs are met, while adding a sense of fun to the planning process. Arianne is a true collaborator and it is always a pleasure to work with her.”

Dr. Stacey Adler Mono County Superintendent of Schools

"Dr. Weiner has served as a professional coach for me through three years of conflict in the workplace. She has helped me to see the situation from many different angles and has suggested many resources to help me navigate the situation. She is a wonderful listener and a strong advocate who has a very keen understanding of workplace dynamics. I have sought her advice on professional matters, nonprofit management, working with boards of directors, and supervisory relations. As a result, I was able to find the power within myself to make a major change in my life. I would have never had the courage to do so without understanding that I am my best advocate, that a person cannot thrive in a setting defined by negativity, that we only are as strong as our trust in ourselves." - Jennifer T., Editor

"Having Dr. Weiner as a professional coach over the past year has been truly monumental for me. I have been responsible for driving business results and coaching/developing leaders in the corporate environment for over a decade and sought out coaching to work through some challenges. Dr. Weiner was particularly effective in partnering with me to create an environment where I felt empowered to think through solutions. She challenged me to think critically about situations I was struggling with, and really drew awareness to the importance in setting personal development goals. When I realized that in order to be a more effective leader I needed to push myself and allow myself to transcend as a leader, I had more confidence in making the right decisions. This was the coaching I needed to become the leader and business manager I wanted to be, and I am very thankful for the coaching Dr. Weiner has provided me along the way." - Paul T., Line Manager, and Addiction and Recovery Coach

"Working with Arianne has been truly inspiring. With her help, I've become comfortable allowing myself to explore new roles I have taken on in the personal and professional aspects of my life, without feeling like I have to get everything right at first attempt. I have become more forgiving of myself, setting realistic expectations for these new roles and events in my life. Her approach is a perfect balance of nurturing empathy with tough realness, exactly what I need to become a leader in my own life." - Robyn E., Project Manager